My life wasn’t always like this. The future that I had envisioned for myself was a lot different compared to the life I’m living today. The why’s and how’s of where I am right now are very painful to think on, but I think the time for it has finally arrived. You have to start somewhere to get to where you want to be, after all.

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Thief

When I first fell ill and had the massive breakdown of 2022, I felt like everything had been taken away from me. That feeling has since persisted, and it is something I find myself thinking about on the regular. Every time I try to talk about it with medical professionals, they tend to argue against me, reminding me of the good that I still have in life. I know their intentions are pure, I know they think that they’re doing is helping me, but in all honesty, I just want someone to listen and truly understand what I mean.

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Don’t Dare To Dream

Do you have dreams? As in, do you have goals or aspirations that might seem a bit unrealistic but are still something you want to pursue and strive to achieve? Or maybe you used to have dreams, as a kid perhaps, but now in your adulthood, you have lost all sight of them.