Withdrawing
CHAPTER 13: EMPTY ichigonya CHAPTER 13: EMPTY ichigonya

Withdrawing

When I’m going through my worst depressive episodes, one of the things that brings me way more suffering than I already need to be under is social isolation. It is so easy to just stay at home, not get out of bed all way, and retrieve into yourself and your misery even when the people close to you just want to help and be there for you. It infuriates me to no end, because I know that what I’m doing is not helping me in any way, but when you don’t have the energy to get up and fix something for yourself to eat, how are you supposed to do something so taxing as socializing with other people?

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Brand New Day
CHAPTER 13: EMPTY ichigonya CHAPTER 13: EMPTY ichigonya

Brand New Day

A sense of frustration and hopelessness. Waking up to another day. “Why couldn’t I have just stayed asleep? Now I need an excuse to get out of bed, and I think I’m running out of them at this point.”

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